I’ve always said that I (15Nonbinary) was pansexual.. but I have kind of noticed now: that I’m only attracted to women. I have a girlfriend (15female). And I am so f****** in love with her, like I love her so much. I haven’t seen her since we were together for 5months and now we have been together for 9months.. and I f****** miss her
Why is love so complicated, but I don’t think I would ever leave her for any reason.
We got together near the beginning of 9th grade during October. For months before hand, my best friend had been telling us to get together and that we would be adorable together (funnily, she’s aroace, but for some reason best at love advice. It’s from all the fanfiction).
The day we got together, I had been confessed to by someone who thought I liked them. And I asked my older friend (17genderfuild) for advice, because I was afraid I hurt her (CAUSE OBVIOUSLY I TOLD HER THAT I MIGHT BE WITH SOMEONE) and she had been very like, y’know.. just not happy. So I asked her
This b****
Misunderstanding me
Replies:
“Aw nice, yeah She’s liked you for a while”
SON OF A F****** B****
So like next day, whole time trying to keep calm. Trying not to cry (I’m a sensitive b****) trying not to have a mental breakdown. As soon as I saw her. Tears, sobbing hyperventilating. And I cried in her arms so f****** hard.
(Also told the girl that asked me out, I couldn’t return her feelings cause I was still inlove with my best friend)
And then later that day, I told my mom: I’m going to ask her out
It was a now or never situation
I was going to ask her at lunch or I would never tell her
So I asked her and she responded that she wanted to be with me to.
(B**** is crying just remembering)
Anyway: never have told that our friend outed her. Though she probably wouldn’t care
Our aroace friend even though WE TOLD HER didn’t know till we were together for 25 days
My friends apparently didn’t know either even though once again I TOLD THEM
Funny story: My aroace friend and some straight girls that are okay with gays were giving me a pep talk on how to ask her out, they said: just say I love you.
So the whole day I was telling her: I love you
Just randomly
And she thought I was joking!!
God I love her jajdhidbdieej
Thanks for reading what I call:
A teenager being in love with their girlfriend!!
