I feel like I don’t matter. I have been the person who was “always there” and no one would give me a second thought whether or not I was included, or even considered in the decision making process. I have been passed over, forgotten, and overlooked so many times, its hard to believe Im still alive TBH. I don’t need the whole world to revolve around me, but I need someone to make me feel freaking special cuz I’ve worked pretty damn hard to achieve everything that I have.