I am so stupid. Idk. I don’t understand myself. Everyday I change like new day new me. Though what makes me still “me” is that I’m mentally-ill. Its just one day I can control how to express these emotions thats draining me, then on the next day I will become soft hearted that I cry out of nowhere. I really don’t know whats happening. I’ve been also thinking that life might be not existing its just us human are tied in something unknown that we sometimes or scientists rather explaining that it is from influence or something. Idk. I felt like this influence does not exist at all. I just felt like something is controlling us. HAHAHAHAH PRETTY RANDOM I KNOW
