I have this guy na naging classmate ko nung 3rd year hanggang 4th year. We have an unexpected love but everything went wrong, I fall out of love..

Then these past few weeks, I kept on dreaming about him where he protects me. He always protects me in my dream just like he usually do before, but the thing is I am in 5 years relationship… I dont know what to do. I can’t figure out if I really love him or I am just infatuated.. I just really don’t know and everytime we met due to celebrations or such, he keeps giving me a slight hint that he still wants me.. That he still felt love towards me.. He doesn’t want me to get mad, he wants to explain so much to me that I am just misunderstood.. I can’t.. I really can’t figure it out.

I don’t know what to do.. Omg. I also don’t know if he’s the one for me or my 5 years relationship is the one for me.. Oh God! This is harder than I expected. I want myself to be faithful until the end but what’s happening to me? pls help me..