i’m very insecure about my looks sometimes. i’m so in love with my boyfriend and i know he finds me attractive. but i always find myself wishing i could see his p*** history so that i could see what he’s interested in and what he likes to watch to that i could maybe change myself/ do something differently to please him. you’re probably wondering why don’t i just ask him or secretly look at his search history. and you’re right i should just ask him but i don’t want him to think i’m just doing these things because he wants me to do it i want him to be surprised and excited so i guess i could secretly look at his search history but that would make me feel so invasive.