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I a junior on highschool have many emotions to feel. To explain earlier this year I had a crush on one of my guy friends who I will call J, (I was rejected) and we’re just friends. I don’t have many friends and barely have ANY close friends only 4. J, who I liked is one of those 4, the other three are 2 girls and another guy. The guy who I’ll call A is my closest. A while back he had a girlfriend who is one of many friends we share, unfortunately they broke up but are still friends(we will call her E). I have another just friend male who I will call M. I’ve been getting close with E and M they’re both awesome people. I really like being around around both and spending time with them. I still have feelings for J, but not as strong. However, I’ve been feeling diffent around M and E. I love being around E and spending time with her. We play fair together and I feel shy. I’ve noticed I’ve been looking in M’s direction more and I like messing with him. But J is still the guy that is stuck in my heart so I know how I feel for M isn’t serious. Thing is what I feel for E is, and the fucked up part A is my closest friend and her ex. I am developing feelings for his ex-girlfriend and I see myself with her. But out of respect for friendship with A and knowing the “bro code” about not dating exes I won’t pursue. I know these feelings will continue to grow, me and E also still playflirt. I don’t know if I should tell her how I feel but tell her I cant be with out of respect for A or if I should tell A growing feelings for his ex. The other problem is my suspecting feelings for M and lingering strong feelings for J. I’m moving on and re-evaluating my feelings but I don’t know what to do. Please tell what I should do..

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