I hope whoever you are. That girl whose husband cheated on her and betrayed. I can almost feel your pain dripping off the screen. I understand pain. I understand that soul destroying agony. I’m with you. In that boat of sheer agony inner pain. Its amazing how far you’ll come when you begin to let that healing grip you. I have no idea or any truly sound advice to give you as to heal your bleeding soul. All i know is i am sending healing prayers and thoughts your way. May God be with you.