Do you realize in 5 years , my boyfriend has never truly appreciate or paid me a sweet compliment. Never . his coldness and silence has kinda broken my will to heal . I think I deserve better . I deserve a man that can see me with his heart . and find me awesome and super pretty. Someone that will be a friend and build my confidence. And celebrate …with me whenever Im thinner and leaner. I just want a kind man with a heart of gold .