Join my club . its a lonely s*** fest . I hate being all alone in life . no kiDs. No husband . barely a boyfriend that won’t talk. Im sooo tired of being alone . not that I hate myself anymore . in all the abuse and break down I honestly learned to like myself . I am amazing . I just wish I could truly heal . Im sooo battered . but maybe ..miracles can happen again. I Dont know . I Dont want to give up hope ..but it’s tough to hold on.