Found a company that makes custom plush dolls. Thinking of having them make me my own Molly Coddle. It’ll be g******* expensive, most likely somewhere around three hundred or so bucks at LEAST– but I’d finally have my own Molly Coddle I could hold… and touch… Yummy! But she WAS my first childhood crush, and I’m still VERY much diggin’ on the character. Sure, I could probably just hire some broad to do some costumed roleplay s***– but that only solves a small part of the problem. I’m not just lookin’ to get weird with it, I am actually fully in love with an entire character, and no woman is naturally much IF ANYTHING like her at all. I don’t want “play” I want the actual character– and since that s*** don’t exist, I can at least have her genuine likeness to hold onto. Yes, as I said, I’m well aware of how weird it is– but if the WORLD worked the way it was designed and built to, I wouldn’t even need to be doin’ all this s***! I HAVE to be f*****’ weird, cause all YOU motherfuckers out there are walkin’ around broken abd dysfunctional! YOU did this to me, so you can all just shut the f*** up about what I already know!