TW

i think i was s******* taken advantage of around the age of 7-9, i don’t remember exactly when, but i do know i was too young to know better, and i’m not sure if this counts as being taken advantage of or not, but i keep thinking about it. I went to this private afterschool place where w few kids would go and we would do our hw and eat. There was this boy there, a few years older than us, at the time i believe he was probably 13 or so. i sat across from him at a table, and it was just us, since the oldest kids would be placed there, the rest of the kids would sit in another room, with the teacher and the assistant teacher. one day he asked me to take my shoes off and he took pictures of my feet in my socks,,, i never asked him why and it went on for a while, im not sure how long. He began taking pictures of my feet as well, id have to take my socks off too. One day though, he dropped something near him, and asked me to pick it up for him. I remember that the way that it fell, i had to turn my back to him, i think it fell under something. He took his phone out and asked me to pull down my pants. Not all the way, but at least far enough so something was showing. I had pulled it down the slightest at first, but then he asked me to do it a little more. I was confused at the moment but i didn’t ask him anything anyway,,, since he was older and i looked up to him i guess he knew that i wouldn’t resist or anything like that. I actually got caught my the assistant teacher right in that moment, and the next day the teacher talked with me outside before i came inside. She was very sweet and im very close to her today still. I didn’t get in trouble, she just asked me what he had been doing and i answered kinda reluctantly? i didn’t tell her about the most previous scenario though. I remember feeling guilty about it. She just told me very calmly to say no whenever he asked again,, which is funny because he did ask again that same day, which was expected. I was kinda relieved that i had a reason to tell him no, instead of complying even if i didn’t want to, and i had told him that the teacher had told me to say no too. He never asked again after that . Basically, i’m not sure if this experience was me getting SA’d or something along that line. but i know it wasn’t a good experience at all and i wonder what would’ve happened if the assistant teacher didn’t see me .