It’s always interesting I separate myself from toxic trash from the past. This s*** weighed me down heavily. It’s long gone. It’s definitely out there on the outside looking in, but it’s not in my life directly and hasn’t been for decades.

What I find very interesting, is the new people who come into my life, people who are not toxic trash or partner THAT toxic trash…. I am a well liked and loved guy 🙂 it’s interesting. It kind of blows my mind. I look at it and think “see this is real and it’s normal. It’s nice. It’s better than the toxic cloud of smog that was s*** from the past. So I try to keep that s*** where it belongs. Outside and in the past. It’s dysfunctional. It’s not normal.