If cost me time and money, especially a lot of time and money or emotionally expensive, which cost me time and money especially a lot of time and money, I’ll never forgiving or overlook that. I’ve probably fantasized about killing your a** with a large knife and various other torture devices. Seriously. I don’t think people even realize how deeply pissed off, irritated and angered I was, am and always will be. That was really expensive. Which really pisses me off. Regardless of intent. I don’t really give a f*** about intent, it is what it is. Expensive.
I think that’s my bottom of the line grip. That’s where all my anger comes from. There’s the lack of respect thing, which goes with all the expense, but the bottom line (I’m pretty sure, I’ve thought about it a lot, what is the root of my anger and hatred) it’s what I wrote in the above paragraph. Still pisses me off. Probably always will. Regardless of what it is or was, who cares what the truth is, what I believed it was ended up being expensive to me. Regardless.