I’m stuck in a relationship i want out of. He shows NO affection or desire. i’m sooo damned bored..he isnt fun. he NEVER and i mean NEVER smiles..or laughs.

I live alone. YES i do love him. (as a friend) but i’m looking for a lover. Someone ….i can truly be myself with.

I”m tired of lying.and hiding the truth. I want to be held..and touched..and kissed. and ….tickled. and ….make wishes at a well. Dancing.

Facts are…my …guy. (if you can call him that) is OBSESSED about getting naked on a cam. or camera. …i am sooo bored. its soo freaking dull. YAY..he loves to flash himself…to me. wow…sooo s***..to see a freak…get werid.

I have NOT been touched by a man..in 18 yrs I am STARVED for love and true affection. Its been so long. I miss being kissed. I miss it. soo much.

I have needs. Not gonna lie or hide them. but i need to be feel….loved…and desired.