Hey there, until now my mind is still in haywire. I don’t know what the hell im doing anymore. Doubts, regrets, worries, and feelings that i couldn’t express. They’re all weighing me down. January is indeed a worst month, i just burst out the beast in me. Lost connection to everyone. To that one guy whom i always think about every f****** day, i do wish you think and feel the same way too. But as I’ve said, i won’t push the things that aren’t meant for me. If they come, they come and if they leave, they leave. And if there’s one wish that i rlly want to happen, i do wish and hope that everything we put effort on, we strive, and we prayed they will all come worthwhile.