Yeah, I usually don’t want a woman who clearly wants or needs something. If it’s money or s**, is a huge turn off for me. Part of it is it’s that thing they say we never want what we can have. I won’t say it we want what we can’t have though either be wise if I want it but can’t have it, I usually accept it for “well it is what it is” and I forget about it. I think no more of it. It’s not an option. I won’t chase.

There’s exceptions to it, I’ve known a girl who is much younger than me, she would do things, cut me off walking, stand there look deeply into my eyes, yellow things I don’t need to know, get touchy feely take my hand, be thoughtful and I fell for her. I’m an attractive guy, that’s nothing new, but my point is I knew she wasn’t looking for anything superficial. She didn’t need s**, she didn’t need money, she was just a sweet girl who thought I was an attractive man, and might have considered getting closer tome at the time. She actually reeled me in perfectly and I’m a tough nut to crack.

And at the same time, yeah, I can carry myself, I don’t need or want anyone or anythng, I’m not needy or clingy. If I want something I get it, if I can’t, hen that’s alright too. I don’t chase, I play it cool. In order to get my interest, she needs to know exactly the right angle to come at me. I run from desperation, needy, clingy, especially if it involves games. Like for example, if I am not showing any interest in her maybe I am already turned off by her in one way or another, or many, if she starts playing a card that is obviously attempting to stir up jealousy in me to draw me closer or in hopes that I will confront her, no that it would work if I am just not interested, but if I see her attempting this… that’s real bad. I hate that. Its an insult to my intelligence thinking that would work on me. I don’t get jealous. I just don’t. That’s something some moron would tell you to do in a retard YouTube video, or something you would read in a psychology text book. I’m not your average moron. That’s doesn’t work on me especially if I see it as you playing a high school game. Anything that is a mental retarded cliche like for example I am actually repulsed by clingy and needy, it is repulsive and it is cliche but that’s what they say happens when you chase around something you can’t have. People are not attracted to clingy an needy, it means you are not in demand. That’s what it says subconsciously. I acknowledge the fact that I myself am not attracted to clingy needy and trying to hard because I see it.