I never really ever felt like I was anything special compared to the rest. I felt I had a few skills better than some but most things I was always below average. I always had people telling me I was special and had some kind of gift. I never seen it that way. If I had something it was talent learnt through hard work which took 3 times longer than anyone else would to do the exact same. I’m slow I know that. Sometimes I wonder though why people can’t see the way I do and maybe that was what people thought was so special about me. Idk..id rather have a purpose than a talent, a gift or anything else.
