I am not bitter at anything because I am not attached to anything that I want but can’t have.

Seriously. I get angry at certain people from my past trying to inject themselves into the present, it’s irritating, but that’s about it. My car is paid off in less than a week, I have a decent job, paying my debts, I’m healthy, the biggest plus though like I said I am not attached to or missing anything that I can’t have, for quite a few years, which is a big deal to me. I’m free. I answer to no one, and I’m not really trying to impress anyone either. I can take or leave anything and I think the people in my life know that without me even saying it. Life’s good. I think I could make it better if I put a bit more into it but I’m not pre occupied mentally by anything or anyone. It feels good.

I can’t really understand people who are obsessed or hung up on other people. I have people obsessed with me and for stupid reasons. It’s like they’re looking at me trying to figure out what it is about me that makes me what they wish they could be. I’m not even trying. It’s just being genuine. I don’t get it. I can’t imagine wasting my time, obsessing over me for any reason, love, hate, jealousy, envy, whatever. Interest in some way. There’s too many other people who exist. Better easier people.