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I’m stuck in a feeling of falling and of not being good enough. I am the responsible one in the family and I am expected to have all the answers. I am juggling so much and have no clue how to deal. My mom tried to kill herself and though she is fine now physically, I am the care giver. I know she is mad at me for sending her to the Mental Ward but I didn’t know what else to do. She is back home and I am struggling to get my own work done. I am a college student and have not been in a good spot mentally for a good minute. I should go out and make friends but that never seems to work. I live in a house full of people and I am still alone. I clean the house and take care of everyone and their animals without much help. I am currently jobless meaning moving out is not an easy option. I have lost all my motivation to do anything. I’m trying to d better for myself but everyone around me are telling me my efforts are useless. I have no one to rely on. This is not something I usually would do but I need to get it out somewhere.

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I have been watching videos about the Bedford witch it appears in UK at ravensend and in USA and other places somewhat related to each other . It runs true for me when I met the family of same name and bed wetting and wet beds . Bed and fird wet river water garden bedding . Three appears to be much in the words and how the witch abused kids with trauma water trauma etc . Crows and ravens are part of it as well as texan oil and mastatusess n streawshine and Connecticut etc. all interesting water division witches water magic Halloween sours. Bitter pumpkins I guess when you stalk someone for half a century . What for big question the bed wetting the fires the fire hoses with water magic elemyal magics. Bed beds wet heads . Wet p****** fire in their p****** who knows . Flow theory string theory toe . Whip out wet and wild theory. Drowning coros school yhis Halloween. Just look out for it and avoid it. Bedford Bedford witches brew. Bed waters and original sin imposed on kids .

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I have been watching videos about the Bedford witch it appears in UK at ravensend and in USA and other places somewhat related to each other . It runs true for me when I met the family of same name and bed wetting and wet beds . Bed and fird wet river water garden bedding . Three appears to be much in the words and how the witch abused kids with trauma water trauma etc . Crows and ravens are part of it as well as texan oil and mastatusess n streawshine and Connecticut etc. all interesting water division witches water magic Halloween sours. Bitter pumpkins I guess when you stalk someone for half a century . What for big question the bed wetting the fires the fire hoses with water magic elemyal magics. Bed beds wet heads . Wet p****** fire in their p****** who knows . Flow theory string theory toe . Whip out wet and wild theory. Drowning coros school yhis Halloween. Just look out for it and avoid it. Bedford Bedford witches brew. Bed waters and original sin imposed on kids .

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