I’m soo tired of spending holidays alone , I have a guy , long distance. That acts more like a coward and a robot .

I’m really tired of it . I’m sooo alone , and really I am tired of doing all the work alone .

I actually feel forced to be in this s***** relationship with him ,

I take care of him , while he does nothing for me that I ask , it’s like pulling teeth to get him to do anything .. truly healthy or worthwhile .

I learned talk is cheap , and he is the king of talk , if it’s free , cheap or easy , or safe . He does it . If it’s any effort ? Hell no . He does nothing for me .

If I treated him the same way he treats me ? He’d be gone . I’m a saint to tolerate his pathetic excuses and paranoid behavior.

I’m tired of trying , so maybe I should quit . I’ll start treating him , as he does me , give him a taste of his cold dead behavior ,