It’s also true that nobody’s perfect. We’re all bad. I’m probably going to hell the same as all of you for different reasons but the thing is I known where I was wrong and I don’t expect anything from it. Forgiveness, f*** I’m hated in places and I know it. That’s the way it goes. I was wrong. In think the conscience is the key though. I know where I was wrong, it was a different me. I wish I could go back and not be that person, but unfortunately I was, I didn’t know any better, I had no experience in life, I made mistakes. I was ignorant and I can’t go back and fix it. Your conscience should get stronger with age. It comes from experiencing and understanding what you put someone through, based on feeling it yourself at some point.

You causing someone problems and then wanting them back in your life just because, maybe they were the best thing you know and you can’t do any better is not your conscience. That’s not you knowing you really fucked up badly. It’s you trying to get off free for doing something unforgivable and knowing it. Breaking trust, being unfaithful or whatever.