I think I hate some of adults behaviour. I love them of course as a whole person but, theres this one feeling inside of me make me want to yell at them and said ‘STFU’

I’m the second daughter, and my big sister have a sickness that needed meds and therapy so I take the role as the first daughter.

I listen to others and I rarely said no to a help request unless I’m very busy and needed to finish my work. Eventhough sometimes I did said no, the adults push me and expect me to say ‘Sure, no probs’

I hesitant to said no again and nod with agreement to do chores, take care of the kids and go back n forth to my grandparents and parents house. I dont want to be a bad girl but eventho I help them, they give sarcastic remarks everytime I dont want to do something. It makes me feel bad.

I just want to be a good girl but I’m not. I didnt talk to my big sister. I despise her. She lock herself in her room and do her own stuff. We both havent had real conversation for years and I treated her like a ghost.

My lil sibs they all naughty and annoying but I love each one of them. They are my angels. To the adults, I want to be a kid too. I want to play video games and read comic books without hiding and feeling bad.

Don’t get mad at me for things you stressed at. You making me stressed too for god sake. Treat me fairly and let me be a kid once in awhile 🙁