That’s what it would be though. I’d just talk down to you all the time, basically establish you in your rightful place, below me, not like at one time when I didn’t really express or do much when I wanted to and them every once in a while I’d just reach over and crack you as hard as I can right in the face for no reason, or elbow you in the side of the head. It would be abuse. You’d be walking around with black eyes a broken nose, teeth missing. I don’t have any decency or respect for you or at least one other guy, just agitation. Hell I know that I could just snap and beat the f****** s*** out of you, and the bad thing about it is it would be driven by real rage and pent up anger so I would end up beating the f****** s*** out of you and you could not do anything about it. It wouldn’t be half hearted, it would be coming from real anger.

You don’t want any part of me as a bud. PSA to anyone reading this and wondering, I’m talking about a dude, not a woman and if you want to know where you went wrong, it was answering her phone that one time with that unmistakable irritating voice. I would beat the f****** s*** out of you, probably often. I don’t think I could ever not want to to f*** you up. You do not want to be around me ever again.

I guess my point is forget about it.