I honestly feel like a big fat blob. I truly feel like s*** , I play pretend I’m working, but I’m not ,I just feel no motivation to try and succeed in life anymore , I’m merely existing , not thriving , I’m kinda feeling dead on arrival . I really think being a fat blob is all I really am anymore , lol the truth is ? Eating is the only motivation I have, the only true pleasure left in life , and to think , the masks are going to return , yay . can’t wait! I’m feeling really depressed. My life is as dull as a stick of gum , fully tasteless ,chewed and ready for the garbage !