• 3 years ago
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I am in such a good place in my life. Yep ..I’m poor. But for the first time in a memory …i am happy. The weird thing. I am not basing my happiness on a man. I have a boyfriend. But truthfully. He is just icing on the cake of happiness. But he isn’t the truth of my happiness. I could say goodbye, I’d still be happy. God is truly real..and has been healing my shattered soul. (And mind).

I am sooo thankful for the gift of peace in my spirit. Its worth it all. To know god is real..and I’m loved.

I never felt loved or pretty. Heck..i didn’t even like myself…that would take years for me to face that truth. Guess what? I am pretty amazing. I happen to like the woman i have become. Had I not lived the life and the mistakes….i would NEVER have become the woman i am. I am sooo thankful..god never gave up on me. My soul..and my heart is ….pretty incredible. My compassion is truly….deep.

There was a time…i was superficial..and shallow. I am soo thankful….that has changed. I’m now….much more…..real. I used to judge on such dumb things. LOL…projections….of my own….stupidity..and inner hate. Guess what? I am no longer full of hate…or shame. I might not be a “perfect” woman. but i am transforming into someone special in her own right.

I have learned to base my value.. on god’s view of me. To be honest? I think he would be proud of how far i have come…and how far i will go.

So….I just wanted to say…Thank you to God….for just…being my Heavenly Father.

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