No. I don’t really care. I live on the assumption that you could be here, and for some time now anyway. Escaping covid, that doesn’t matter to me. It’s a free country. I’m not hostile, I don’t care about answers or closure. I just want common respect and decency out you. Maybe not intentionally give me and my life problems. Intentionally. Knowing exactly what your doing.

Especially because it was you who did me wrong so many times already. For no real good reason.

I see you kind of weird. It’s the strangest thing I have ever experienced. To me you are forever a part of more than one part of my past which I was leaving, which I wasn’t planning to go back to and never introduced you to. It’s some of the strangest s*** anyone in my position could ever experience. I’m never touching you again. I try to act like it never happened. I would never willingly participate in the s***.

I think at that time, if you ever hoped for anything in the future between us…. That was some of the stupidest s*** you could have ever done. I can’t look past some of that.