I had a mad & a wild weekend ……… Not that I never did this before … but this is by far the worst I have ever done … been … or whatever you wanna call it!
We did a birthday surprise party for a very good friend of mine .. and We had a whole lot of drinks to throw in for such a “celebration” ….
All was going well, we girls were having fun … we had guys with us as well … and the birthday girl was thrilled, happy, and excited.
Then the worst came … after so much alcohol … and a guy I have been liking for sometime … the inevitable happened. I had s** with the guy, in the bathroom … and I don’t remember s*** about it!
I found out only the following day, when my back was just killing me, and had bruises all over it!
I hate it when I black out, and actually do such a stupid thing, when I should be more in control of myself. I literally blacked out, and had no idea that such memory is completely lost for the unknown.
How can just erase it is beyond me 🙁
I felt I was raped …