Can i be successful?? I dont even know what I can be..not educated enough,quit school early,cant find job,fat,ugly or its just myself being lazy and not being brave to challenging my life..I just afraid making mistake..I dont like people being judgemental..everytime I go out feel like everybody was looking at me judging my cloth and face..I feel sad,lonely I want someone that i can tell my secret,story and what bothering me but I dont wany people thing im clingy,annoying girl..so I pretend to be happy,someone who love making stupid joke,someone who cant say no to people,making myself busy with something,someone which is different from myself..I cant remember when was last time I crying,when was last time I telling my concern…One wish I just want to be happier even i havr to be lonely..I just want to be happy at least once in my life even in short time just once…