I feel like I’ll never be good enough for anybody. I’ve always been in one-sided friendship, I try my best to entertain them, be there for them, make them laugh, all that s***. And yet there’s always someone better they go to once I start to believe that they are the only true friend I have. Don’t get me wrong love that you have other friends but I feel like this is the time where you’ll start to distance yourself from me and I don’t want that. I love you in my life, you make me happy (of course this is all platonic) and I don’t want you to leave me behind as the others did. I’ve already gone through that heartbreak once and I don’t want to go through it again.