english people are not nice people. For a long time I wanted to win them over and be liked by them and now I don’t care for a good part of 20 years. I tried to do what they liked and the more I did the less off I was. I just don’t care anymore about trying to win over affection or likeableness from anyone. As much as I am a shy easy going likeable quiet person, actually in person. Its only when you get to know me or if I am feeling a little frisky and cheeky I will talk to people or give a bit of chat in a polite way but most of the time I am so quiet and rarely speak. I think that is why I write a lot. I used to write only for my eyes to see and the more I did that others were stealing in wanting to view what I was writing and now that I learnt computers they are annoyed by my very presence and writing. See I can’t please anyone. Gave up trying to.