Look I know you don’t want me around you have other friends deserve your need. You have people that can care about you and lift you up and be there. And it’s not your problem that I don’t and I know you’re afraid of getting sucked back in again but that’s not reality at all. I love you I miss you I wish I could take care of you the way you took care of me and be there for you but I know you don’t want that for me you don’t want me in your life but you’re a hard thing to lose. Loved the absolute f*** out of you. You are not broken you are a f****** amazing human being I love you and it’s gonna be one hell of a hard thing to lose. But I know you want me to go away from here maybe if we can actually make some kind of peace or of closure out of this talk honestly I actually can. Could you think about it please