I hate being a hopeless romantic. Someone validates me, and its enough to let my imagination and heart go while. Because of if, I’ve only ended up in short term relationships. Even in those relationships, I tried things slowly, I should begin with slow to figure out if I should dedicate my time to date them. I am more careful now, but now I am so afraid of this familiar feeling. Even though I’ve grown a lot in my love life, its still hard to stop this habit. I deny things a lot already, but when your alone, its harder to say no to the people who want to love you. I want to be validated, I want to be loved, call me those dear names…but will I ever love them the same?
