i hate life i hate it f****** miserable. tired of people making a big f****** deal about death about every other f****** thing. i choose what the f*** i wanna do and i f****** hate life. i f****** hate people and i hate school i hate f****** feelings i hate thoughts i hate f****** being here and the only f****** thing i will pray for again is to be f****** gone. i don’t care about the f****** notes the f****** subtle goodbyes planning s*** i don’t f****** care how it goes. i f****** hate it here i hate it i hate it i hate the world. i have to be f****** forced to wake up tomorrow to go to school to have a f****** future that i don’t even f****** want that’ll be full of f****** pain because nothing is ever f****** good. i’m tired of being awake all the f****** time and right now i’m going to f****** sleep to pray again that i don’t have to be here in the morning