i rant about this with my friends bc they are annoying💔 so here😁…i have a crush on two different boys. #1: jack. super sweet, wholesome, and shy. he’s my age but also my best friends step brother. my best friend has actually wanted me to date him so that we can “get married and have a giant family christmas”😹. i like him but i feel so guilty about it bc it’s so hard to imagine him in a romantic way, bc he’s my friend. we’ve shared a lot of secrets and i can trust him. we’ve also been in the hot tub together 😏😏. i don’t think he likes me back doe. #2: tylor. i only have slight feeling for tylor. when i started getting feelings, his personality was actually really annoying and he was a “did i ask?” kind of guy. but over quarantine his personality shifted. a lot. at least online lol. but we have a really similar personality and i feel like we would get along well. it might just seem like i’m saying this because everyone wants their crush to like them back but i think he might also like me. we don’t have much interaction but when we do he treats me differently than everyone else and we can joke around. i hardly know what tylor looks anymore bc i haven’t actually seen a decent photo of him/ him in person sense march🤭🤭. i think he looks different tho. i just have that feeling💅🏼. we used to share answers in health and that was the only times i caught him looking at me. yk when you look around the room when you are bored in class and then you make eye contact with someone? that happened everyday with tylor. i like to believe that he’s super genuine on the inside and just acts tough on the outside😃. thanks for reading my ted talk❤️