I have a s*** ton of kinks and fetishes. I watch p*** and m********* at least 2-4 times a week. Overall just a h**** and perverted b******. But at the same time, I can never have s** with anyone. Even if it was normal s**/vanilla. Not sure why? I just feel like if I were to hook up with someone and f***, it’ll get awkward or something. It’s just not hot at all to me? Simply imagining myself ACTUALLY having s** is the most uncomfortable thing I could think of.

I guess I just find it weird how I have so much libido alone but have no desires to actually, physically get down with anyone else. It’s not a problem to me, but it just confuses and makes me wonder why I’m like this lol