i’ve had a crush on this guy for a while now but idk why. he can’t hold a conversation. i think it might just be bc i’m lonely and i need someone to play relationship scenarios in my head w/ and he’s insanely attractive. But i don’t have a chance w him and I NEED TO FUCKUNG GET OVER IT AGAHA. especially bc i’m going to school w him next year and wanna be friends but i can’t fucking do that if i have a crush on him. Idk i just need to figure out a way to be less lonely and be attracted to ppl w out being in love w them. Imma try finding smo new to talk to or unromanticizing him but idk how well that’ll work.
