• 6 months ago

I met this girl whos beyond amazing but when I close my eyes I think of my exs name. Not in a way where I still want my ex its just what comes to mind. I really want to move on from thinking about thinking about my exs name and replace it with this new girls name because i really love the shit out of her.
Maybe i think of my exs name because we didnt have a clean break we fought and then just drifted apart quickly and there was still so much more i wanted to say but i didnt. And she also confessed to being sexually assaulted after our messy break but i just want to move on completely.