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I’m bored of the cool light of my computer screen. I am tired of spending my weekends on the internet.

I love sitting alone. I don’t feel lonely.

But I would love to go out with someone, just to walk around with. I would like to sit on the side of the street and just look at the cars pass by. I would like to lie down on the green oval and try to find stars in the polluted sky.

But my friends are lazy. My friends are restless. They do not appreciate the silence. They cannot just sit around and do nothing. They invite me to the movies, network, dinner, shopping, bars, but I am broke.

I live by myself and I am broke. I have to think twice before buying a sandwich and not cooking my own lunch. I have to check the prices on all my groceries for the cheapest items. I’m waiting for the 15th so that I can get some money from my work in the university, but I doubt 200 000 liras can help me.

I just need to go out with someone who doesn’t expect anything back from me. I want to go out with someone who wants to hang and do absolutely nothing, with me.

>->o

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