I just wanted to apologize to y’all and also a particular person just for being such a pest . I totally get some things just can’t be repaired or forgiven. Little scary to see someone Ioved so openly honest what a game it is and how they’d like to destroy me because I really was sincere . For what it’s worth though , even if I am disordered doesn’t every one want to believe they don’t have to be alone in this world ? That there is someone somewhere who can accept and love them the way they are and not run the other way ? Maybe thats not you and I get it but it’s only human to want companionship ya know ? I mean where would you be without D? See what I’m saying . It’s tough isn’t it . You don’t need to wage war I get it and I’m sorry . I guess sometimes the loneliness overwhelms me . I’m sorry for being here or intruding again where I don’t belong . I hope you can forgive me .