Can I ask you guys a question? I’m not very good socially so but basically I’m engaged to a guy but I also like girls and As I’m sure you all know I kind of developed feelings for my best friend… Which she does not share. I think this has something to do with why she feels uncomfortable seeing me again in person, Which I completely understand… But she also no longer even wants to hear for me in a text or a phone call… In this type of situation, Is this normal like where the friendship is pretty much destroyed ? I never wanted her to know I had a crush on her and it kind of somehow got out and it’s been a freefall since then

I guess what I’m asking is… Is what I’m hoping for unrealistic even to still have a friendship or be able to talk even on the phone once in a while?