I guess I’m still having a little bit of a hard time with that we can never talk again thing. I mean it’s not like I can r*** you over video or the phone. I guess I’m a little disappointed I have so much to tell you and I can’t. Not only would you not be in my wedding I can’t even tell you about it kind of s**** I can’t tell you at school I can’t ask you about your own life what’s going on… But I understand that you just can’t forgive what happened nor do you want to talk about it. Actions have consequences and I guess I just have to accept that. I appreciate your honesty and I’m really glad that you have good friends here that are there for you. They are probably better friends than I could ever be. I’m glad for that, Because I really do care about you and what happens to you. I guess I just have to understand that I need to stay away. I’m used to it this always happens anyway I guess the difference is it’s a lot easier for me to just not care and let go. Sorry about that I really haven’t been close to anybody since I remember why. It’s OK though I feel bad that I still miss you I’m sorry. I promise I’ll respect your wishes that I would not try to contact you. I hope that helps at least a little