I really don’t want you to go. I’m not lying I really do care about you. I miss talking to you. I have a hard time believing anybody could care about me too. I miss talking to you so much it’s been three months. I promise I’m not trying to get in the way of your life I really just feel bad how things ended I really would like to stay in touch even once in a while. I love talking to you I would really love to talk about what happened to I’m sorry that I hurt you I don’t wanna lose you even if we can only talk once in a while . I don’t want closure I miss having you in my life I guess I just figured if that’s not what you want at the very least I just want to do apologize and make peace with you. You have no idea how much you meant to me and I’m sorry if I fucked that up and that’s the truth