No offense but you can’t befriend and pretend to care about someone as lonely as I am for an extended period of time then wonder why they’re attached to you ? Well, duh. Particularly when there’s no one else beyond the superficial . The only reason I reached out to you, It’s because you seemed like you were struggling and needed a friend . I just didn’t want to see anybody go through what I do. Otherwise I wouldn’t have. There’s no struggle or fight here I don’t bring my problems to you any longer. I handle everything alone. But I’m human you know I get lonely sometimes the isolation is overwhelming, I wish I had someone to just call who wanted to talk to me. The kind of fun conversations we used to have….but I don’t . I wish I had someone to take a trip with, You know something to look forward to…but I don’t . I guess I could go anywhere I wanted I have the money but who wants to go yourself? That s**** I’ve done it. So I’m glad things are going well for you again that you don’t need me but you don’t have to go to these great lengths to shove me backward. I know you don’t like me or want to be my friend… I was just worried because you didn’t seem like you were doing very well. If you are now that’s awesome . you know I always wish for what’s best for you. Also you don’t have to feel guilty that you don’t like me, it is what it is… I’m fine on my own. That doesn’t mean I wish it wasn’t different sometimes. I wanted a friend not your pity .

I hope you have a good trip though you and whoever you’re going with 🙂 stay safe have fun