Well the woman I’m talking to knows its me here.

I just hope shes not so trusting that she doesn’t grill anyome who ever goes to her claiming to be me. Not saying there ever has been anyone who tried that, and we havent see each other in a long time, but theres still things she can do to be ceratin it is me. Ask questions, loads and loads of questions and dont let s*** slide either, things that really only me and a handfull of peolple would know. On here…. she knows its me. Whats a guy to do tbough? As always there is a toj of peolple working against it.

People I have known and even called “friend” at ome time ruin every f****** thing I ever find, and for reasons I have no idea. I know they can’t have it, i dont know if its envy, jealoisy, no idea, but one thing is for sure, anytbinbthat comes into contact with them is ruined for me. I guess I got to the point where, I was never stupid, I always saw it, but I didn’t say, express or do much about it, but I got to the point where it was like “yeah, you guys were cool when I was in the place I was, you were friends when I needed it back in the day, I lost quite a bit back then, and I didnt have much of a hard time finding some new peolple in you, it was different to me, but I appreciated it then and there is a few I dont hold anytbing against still, but I got to the point where I knew that if I had any sbot at being happy in life without tbings being sabotaged for whatever reason, I had to walk away from some people. Ive also come to realize in the last years that even when I do that… it could be 10 years, these peoe STILL get to things, but because of me walking away, theres spite and issues like that, so I hope she understands its not even paranoia, she could have even watched it happen.

Question everything and dont let anything slide because she knows I have a good memory. I can nail anything she asks in the snap of a finger.

Its me here. She knows it