I havent had a best friend since you. Or anyone ive let that that close to me. . I guess im lonely too and wish I had someone to call or go on adventures with. Someone who could accept me for me and wants to know what I ate for lunch that day. I dont want a therapist I have enough, I so badly again want a friend. I don’t feel anything for these people, im just there….

Even if you don’t feel the same or want me in your life …is there anything I can do or offer you that you might be willing to talk? I know you may not see things the same or want to be my friend but I was so attached to you, just having closure in this situation or peace would mean a lot. I feel terrible I hurt you too.
Is there any way you’d consider? Im not looking to be a pest, just move on . I dont want to bother anyone