I made fun of a bunch of transgender sjw’s and said some horrible things to them like your retarded just to make my friends laugh but when i showed some other friends who weren’t in on it they said some things to me which really changed the way i felt about it but i was not scared about the transgender people because they are all out of their minds and were way too young to even know that about themselves

But i was more scared about how my friends felt about me cause i had recently broken a barrier of me getting alot of friends and than not being able to handle myself when i would get close to losing them it would make me feel a special way that i cant seem to stop feeling unless i find someone else to make me happy and forget about it

I have always been the psychopath type in the sense that i dont feel much remorse for anyone and i always think about whats going to happen to me next and recently i have been reaching a border of that feeling where i sometimes think to myself is this overboard but i shrug it off because nothing ever happens to me in the end

and not long ago i got my friend to record all of my old friends talking s*** about me so that he wouldnt talk to me that really put me in the toxicity zone and i havent been the same since that happened and i have been very rude to people that i didnt like but in my eyes they deserved it so i never feel to bad about it