lily- hello lily! not sure if you’re still on but you know my advice to you. it can’t bother you if she’s moving on because you asked her to? i think if you don’t hear from her again she has probably given up because you were gone for so long and im sure she’s really hurt about it and maybe that’s why she’s not checking im not sure what it is but the app you two use. im just trying to help your thoughts about it. moving on is a hard thing and i know you think you should but you’re having a hard time with. thinking about it really deeply about her blocking you and her not going on the app but this is what u asked of her. i think you need to take a step back and think again. if you were a mess last night you may be again tonight and others. i don’t think u want to lose her but later realize it was a mistake and she’s gone. youre acting quickly on this.