yeah lily😂 you are really stubborn but honestly dude im just some random girl from this website and im fighting you on this because i see potential and im giving this advice because i strongly encourage you to take it. theres gonna be trust issues with anyone anyone will have to prove themselves, at least do it with someone whose doing a lot for it. you “think” you’re good and it’s not a good idea but i feel it and i know u should go for it. she might’ve done it with her ex boyfriend but she’s single now and she’s waiting for you everyday and if im not correct but i think she fell for you too? and im sure those feelings are true or she would’ve let go because you can’t just fall out of love with another person or move on like that without a fight and she’s been doing that since the beginning right? and if you’re this stubborn with me i cant imagine her begging you for a chance and going on about it and the effort she’s putting into it and how big her actions have to be with how stubborn you are lol. especially if you’re denying it everytime it must hurt but she keeps fighting. she would’ve let go by now if it wasn’t worth it, i hope you come to your senses and see that because i literally feel it like you should honestly text her , something good is coming and you’re right in the end it’s if you’re happy and that should come with her. if it was like any other person she probably would’ve got over it a long time ago, like how long has this been going on? you should really look at the bigger side of things and not just right now and being alone or that it would be easier because a lot comes back around. take my advice, i have knowledge on it, ive been in your spot, i know the outcome, and i also know how it is in her spot, i wouldn’t encourage if it were to end badly, you’re very stubborn haha but it’s for your good as well and you may think a lot of things because you’re in a blind spot but im in a clear one and you’ve told me your story and how you feel and what she’s done and i can see the bigger part of this, take the advice, you really should girl i KNow things but youre just thinking