7 years
x
571 Views

I tried to call you to talk even though it scared the living but Jesus out of me. At the very least I wanted to apologize to you I wanted you to know I was wrong for what I said and then I did not mean it I don’t want you to ever think that I meant that. You know how much I loved you and how much I cared about you. I do believe you were going to leave anyway after your money came in and you probably have a new relationship or friends… But that doesn’t excuse how I treated you and handle this and I feel horrible I hate myself for it and I was hoping at the very least Before you split again I could tell you that. I know I won’t hear from you for a long time because you have a big check and you don’t need me for anything but I still thought it was important for you to hear. I am sorry I hope you can forgive me and your friendship really meant the world to me regardless if it was mutual or not I’m sad will never meet up again and for what my silly crush caused. But I love you and I will never forget you thank you for everything I hope one day you can forgive me

New Confession

Related Confessions