i used to be so extremely depressed and was planning ways to kill myself but i didn’t go through with it because i met this amazing girl that made me so happy and made me actually have the energy to do things with my life and gave me motivation to keep living. i was in love with her. but all of a sudden i started losing my emotions. i cant cry anymore. i dont know whats wrong with me. i cant feel anything and i dont know how to handle it. usually if i was telling someone something like this i would be sobbing but i dont feel anything. its horrifying.